Back, and better than ever.

I took a lot of time off from my adventuring to come to terms with things. I've learned to control most of my visions, and now have great insight into the world we live in today. I see what used to be.. and have a yearning for it I can't explain.

I'm sure now that I have seen my father in these visions.. like he is watching me from afar. I've made my way back to the Temple of Solusek Ro many times since my last entry, and can see him off in the distance, reading, practicing... extending his power and knowledge.




I left the Sigils for good, also. Most of them seem more content to sit in their houses than come out to adventure with their fellow members. Leaders were nowhere to be seen, and morale was at an all-time low. I offered a solution to the problem but it was met with "these are the rules and it isn't changing"....
Those same rules that may have very well been the demise of the guild in the first place.


But I have found a new home in Shadow Company. It is a place where I feel I am appreciated.. a place where the members are out and about, active.. high morale.. I honestly think that this is where I belong. Let us hope that they feel the same way about me.


I will make an attempt to write here more often, now that I may have something to write about other than my visions.




For Profit and Power!

Anskiere Arkenarn

Hope is lost.

The guild I have grown to love is falling apart. I don't think it's strong enough to take the steps to recreate itself.

Me own mum took a stab at me, saying I could not be a leader because I called myself a peon (in other words). Of course she didn't say it to me, but I understood. Let it be known I will not berate myself unless someone else has done it first. Whether that be directly or through other actions. I am someone who will act upon how they are treated. In that note - I plan to get myself demoted back to Sigil today. Or perhaps I'll leave and travel with my husband.

The old Sigils, the ones who somehow survived the Shattering, are too stuck into their own ways. They'll not allow room for us to expand and grow in ways that would best suite the guild now. They do not want to understand that they are not being overlooked. I think that they are just going to be taking this as a personal attack - because that's how they want to see it. This guild is young! It needs vibrance! They want to follow a charter that was created ten lifetimes before me. Nothing is the same as it was before the Shattering, why should this have to be?

I want to see the guild prosper, but somehow, I don't think it's going to happen. I may have to move on.