Hope is lost.

The guild I have grown to love is falling apart. I don't think it's strong enough to take the steps to recreate itself.

Me own mum took a stab at me, saying I could not be a leader because I called myself a peon (in other words). Of course she didn't say it to me, but I understood. Let it be known I will not berate myself unless someone else has done it first. Whether that be directly or through other actions. I am someone who will act upon how they are treated. In that note - I plan to get myself demoted back to Sigil today. Or perhaps I'll leave and travel with my husband.

The old Sigils, the ones who somehow survived the Shattering, are too stuck into their own ways. They'll not allow room for us to expand and grow in ways that would best suite the guild now. They do not want to understand that they are not being overlooked. I think that they are just going to be taking this as a personal attack - because that's how they want to see it. This guild is young! It needs vibrance! They want to follow a charter that was created ten lifetimes before me. Nothing is the same as it was before the Shattering, why should this have to be?

I want to see the guild prosper, but somehow, I don't think it's going to happen. I may have to move on.